what do you do when nothing feels right? when nothing sparks your interests or desires? what are you supposed to do when you feel helpless and estranged from reality? some how i’ve slipped into this non-dementional place where i feel engulfed in nothing but darkness. sometimes i feel like someone…
It’s been a crazy past 2 weeks. I was back in Roseville from recently moving to Tempe Arizona, driving my girlfriends car delivering newspapers to Toledo & producing rap in the studio I run outside of Detroit. With less than 24 hours notice I found myself driving a half semi truck with moms storage shit across America with her boyfriend. That was pretty dope. I drove 90 percent of the way. You see things out that way that you don’t really see in Michigan. Like tumbleweeds blowing across the road in the desert. its crazy seeing that in cartoons/movies then actually seeing it in real life. Drove through Albuquerque again and it got too dark to find any breaking bad locations. Bummer. Took the long way to Phoenix by heading south through New Mexico & came within 15 miles of the Mexico border. I remember stopping on the side of the road somewhere near a town called “Elephant Butte” to take a piss and seeing more stars than I’ve ever seen in my life. It was also the first time I ever saw a shooting star. Real cool experience. Now I’m back in Tempe, just relaxing. Mom’s boyfriend left the first couple days to do a construction project in Anaheim California with one of his friends. This guy is some LA rich guy who parties all the time apparently lol. Now I’m sitting in my car waiting to leave, we’re driving out there in Anaheim to pick him up, then going back through LA. Can’t wait to stop in Venice Beach. Then it’s back here to Tempe until April I go back to Roseville to start recording the first WinSomeLoseSome LP with the guys from I See Stars. June first, Ashley and I are flying back here to Phoenix for a couple weeks, then she goes home. Some point in August I’m going back to Roseville, then taking off to Cleveland to do a video for the new record. After that, I’m hopefully rounding up my friends for a hangover like trip to Vegas this fall to celebrate us all turning 21 this year haha.
Damn this is a crazy fucking year already.
I try so hard to make everyone happy but the one thing that would make the person I love the most the happiest, I can bring myself to do. I hate them for making me have to make this decision. I hate her. Why people can’t stand to see their kids happy and have to ruin it will never make sense to…
Move to Arizona
No we don’t.
“We’re sorry, but BK doesn’t deliver to your area at this time”
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